A Pseudo Scientific Theory of WTF Just Happened

So Guess What?

Turns out I actually wasn’t dead after all oops. I’d passed out, maybe because of a panic attack (my last one – to date so far). My rebirth & rewiring seemed as if it took forever.

I awoke to my phone as Fiona was ringing me. She was picking me up in 15 minutes. When I was meant to be checking out of the hotel then as well. This is the next chapter (if I write it next…ADHD….)

My brain had initially, as I like to refer to it, performed a system restore from an uncorrupted backup. Which was my memories coming back and then an update. I could go into more IT related terms and talk about defrags and merging partitions but I will spare you that!

It was actually my brain repairing itself. Pathways had reconnected and allowed access to my memories agan. Not all of them but enough for now. Even to this day (as of writing 12th October 2026), I still get the flood, usually when somebody or something triggers it, my memories of a certain time, place, incident or person comes flooding back. These are becoming rarer as time goes on. Yet this was the first and so far, the biggest memory flood so far. And none has ever knocked me off my feet the way this had done. At most Ive experienced dizzyness that has faded after a few seconds. Though One made me have to sit own for a few minutes. Not one had done what this had!

Then Iron Man 3. So right at the very strart of the hacking, incide I’d kept on thinking about the stsrt of Iron Man 3. And one line:

We create Our Own Demons

The hack happened on the 29th July 2026

I had the trans moment. The moment you realise that you really are trans and things all shift into place. Every trans woman and every trans man experiences this. Its the moment your whole life changes. The moment that sets you free.

This had all, Lets break down my theory though….